I always said time after time that OCD can take up so much of your energy and time. I ordered a pizza on the weekend, to find myself in a great big panic over a pizza sauce smear on the side of the box. I could not stop thinking “what if that was blood”. It took me 45 mins. to work up to actually taking a slice. It is amazing how our brain will make up a crazy story, and feed it to your emotions and make you feel terrible. A simple pizza can make an OCDer suffer. In the end, I did eat the pizza, but I did not enjoy it.
Mon 13 Sep 2010
Sat 4 Sep 2010
There is nothing worse than going to a bank machine and take out some money, to find blood smeared all over one of the twenty dollar bills. Why does this happen to someone with OCD all the time. This set off a major panic attack on my end. I quickly purchased something from a store so i could get rid of the bill.